KCDA的小天地

by Kent

Yesterday we had a team meeting. The purpose was to share about our feelings and to resolve the tension between Mickey and us. It was a great experience for Caroline and me because we genuinely shared about our feelings through the incident. We have never shared that openly with anyone in the past. We choose to open our hearts because we cherish this team.

Caroline shared how some incidents aroused by Godiva & Mickey feeling of rejection. She was overwhelmed with such feeling that she wanted to leave Joy City August 24. She shared how the checklist of from “Healing from Feeling of Rejection” helped her realize where she’s at. She also shared how the Holy Spirit continues to heal her since then. Godiva commented that she didn’t mean to exclude her. She was simply too tired from the troubles caused by one of the STM team. She understood Caroline’s feeling because previous team members have unintentionally done the similar thing to her. Jody commented that she was crying throughout the first 6 months in India. Caroline is doing great so far considering Darlene’s dermatitis.

I shared how sorry I was to see Mickey get hurt because of what I said. I meant no harm. I just wanted to express my feeling because of what she said. I shared what I learned through this incident: 1) I should counsel others not in the flesh, but through the help of the Spirit with knowledge and insight; 2) Relationship needs constant deposits. Otherwise it will bankrupt when conflict arises. Danny commented what I shared was very good and humble. I should keep that humble spirit within my heart.

Danny later mentioned about a previous member who had past away 7 years ago – Amy Ma. She is now in heaven with our Lord. All those insignificant things have passed away. This reminds me that am I suffering for the Gospel, or am I suffering from insignificant things. I pray that I’ll be prepared share the good news … no matter what happens.